Pussies Hoooray!: October 2008

Sunshine.

Good.

TGIF!

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Goood morning to start with.

heh heh. today is gonna be my last paper fo d month of October!

&& i left with my Science MCQ! wooo hooo!

happpy happpy Ayu! Happpy happpy Ayu!

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Things to take note On Nov:

10 NOV, INTERVIEW AT JBP
11 NOV,SCIENCE MCQ PAPER
BOOK THEORY TEST [HAHHA!]

WAIT ,DID I MISS OUT ANYTHING?

In Your eyes.

okay,sorry for the offensive post before this.

i cant see the fricking day on d left! frustrating!

Anyhooos,ive managed to change the layout on my own[suprisingly!haha]

i love it loads as its simple yet sophisticated.

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looya.

HELP.

POKAYYYWAKKKSSS BTOLS NI SKINS.

F.

Pale.

I seriously dont know whats with me nowadays.

Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Saddening yet unbelievable.

Dont.

Oh Ayu! Oh Ayu DONT GIVE UP!

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Get hold of yourself.

Its a matter of time.

Grrrls Best friend.

Perfection & Devotion.

The Ring

Alone

My dearest matuuung 3.

i love you dearly. =]

I miss em

Last Sunday, my cats were given away to 2 owners.

Its v sad to see them go as i see them grow every single day.

The white, given away to Ely.

&& i miss matuuung 1 already. =[

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Dearest Gf, Ely

In the evening,Matuung 2 has been given away to

Hazwan,qida's friend.

i miss this piglet too. =[

I really hope they will take good care of those monsters.

Memories....

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xoxo

Designage, Photography, Outrage.

Contagious.

&& So,my day spent realllly well! i got to meeet my

dearest Cuzzie...

Belle!

Last resort thingy,chilled my crib && i told her all the shits in me.

i had sooo much fun && al last,i felt relieved after telling her whots in my head which is reallly ouuttta my head.
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Phew,i love you.

Foods,Singha, Laughters, joy are all shared.

thanks to this Lady,fo making my day,a lovely day.

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xoxo

When you love...

When you love someone - you'll do anything,

You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain,

You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun,

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When you love someone.

You'll deny the truth - believe a lie,

There'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly,

But your lonely nights - have just begun,

When you love someone.

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When you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside,

And nothin' else can ever change your mind,

When you want someone - when you need someone,

When you love someone.

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When you love someone - you'll sacrifice

You'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice

You'd risk it all - no matter what may come,

When you love someone..

Like.

i realllly dig my previous 2 post ytd.

It reallly describe the love am gg through right now.

The feeliings &&...

=

Oh lovely

Pondering..

I happened to look out of the window & i saw 2 ladies & a guy,

just came out from their car.

& i wondered will i ever be like them in future? Because they[the ladies] look like those materialistic, high maintainance kinda ladies.

Sophisticated, big diamond rings with Gucci bags, all those branded stuff, you named it.

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Hmmm...i dont know but it just kept bothering me.

&& some of them eventually turned out to be stuck up shit.

But why? Does money take your ownself away? i mean lets give it a thought.

To think & visualize;

The young will be chasing their wants & neeeds.

With your own hard work not others.

Its like a rollercoaster ride for some of us.

Dont you think so?

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Nvm, whatever they like & whatever i like.

As long we are happpy with what we have && thankful fo what we have.

Everythings gonna be

ALLLLLLLLLLLLL RIGHTT.......

& then maybe we can finally meet.

A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.

You.

"Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along."

Ready to go!

Things to Do After Os:

Book Basic Theory (Sponsored by Mama)
Settle Bills (Starhub & Singtel)
Give mama cash
Shopping
grab that sneakers & fisheye (by mama)
Book Bike License (Maybe,die-die nak amek)
Back with workout esp Running!
Back to ITE life
The Beach
Catch up with the Grrls

& the list goes on.

YAY!

Increase of duit raya!

*this post sungguh tak perlu*

Lola.

Bored at home.i seriously thinking whot to include in the powerpoint.

this is crazyyyy. YOUre making me crazy.

&& to that sk8er boyy,is that true?

Why,suddenly?

My Ohh My.

Cinta ini....membunuhku.

Kau membuat, ku berantakan.

Kau membuat, ku tak karuan.

Kau membuat, ku tak berdaya.

Kau menolak ku, acuhkan diri ku.

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Bagaimana, caranya untuk,

meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.

Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna,

ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.

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Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,

tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.

Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,

cinta ini, membunuh ku.

I want!

To go Sentosa && Chill && enjoy the Sun & the waves.

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Daymmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

am starting to miss the sand.

lame,i know.

Rindduuuu.

aku rindu ni gayboy siakkk.

hahahahahaa

Tak sabar!

Well,i didnt managed to finish up my maths paper.

a BIG DAYM to that.

&& So ,day spent reallly well.

To Ah Boy shop accompanying Zee for her bike parts,

&& the GOOOD thing is,she influenced me with BIkes.

dammmit,i cant wait to take my bike lessson!

& so,ive decided whot helmet to buy. HAHA.

kimci,pey kental.

Then proceeed to Mustaffa Centre. Punya gerek siakens.

Cant wait to get my pay! i need to get my running gear! ugh!

k mcm faham.

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Supposedly to go jalan raya with dearest mum,but cancellled.

B O R I N G.

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i miss the grrrrrrls. =[

Uh oh.

thanks to kyle,am addicted to Kylie Minogue.

haha.

Lavish pampering.

=

works siakkkkkkkkkkk.

Friday Night.

see our excited faces.haha

ini anak anak,da besar perangai mcm aku,

aku campak dorang pat zoo ahh.

btol, tak btol.

For fun.

=]

Yes.

i like you so much better when you're naked.

Shucks.

A proper post for today. I think my blog is fcuken booooring.

No life, but seriously who cares.

I want people to think & to play with their mind what am conveying here.

if you know me well,then very goooood to you then!

&& so,i have not beeen attenting to school fo quite a loooooooooooong time.
So jyeah,busy with Olevels which clashes with my crucial ummm 6 months of ITE life.

How sad is that && most importantly,i have tonnes to catch up with RNT &&& OIT.

Shucks,time management sucks now.

Lotsa things to juggle.

& seriously,i have no mooood to go to school.

Adding on,i cant walk properly. Ugh.

Stresssing yet trying to cope with it.

So pretty grrrrl,dont worrry,i'll be back. Only fo a couple of days

&& back
at home.

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i just neeed time on my own,fo awhile.

With love.

Lie with me.

My sanctuary,

my life~

Whatever i like.

To feeel contented & loved by the junks.

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this feeling is killing me.

i miss

include Faz & Wani, please.

xoxo

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Seriously,i dont know what am thinking uh.

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O'LEVELS I LOVE YOU.

It's ok.

Now its okay if you hate me,

Coz ive already give it all to you.

Now its okay if you leave me,

coz i know you dont need me.

Now its okay if you hate me,

coz i know i dont deserve to have you anymore.

& now its okay if you hate me,

coz am better off on my own now.

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So its okayyy, alright.

I know.

It wouldnt go that far.

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How much time wasted && feelings prolong.

Geees...

Romance

'' The best moment we could ever felt is having the one you loved watching over you.

Spending the night by the romantic bridge embraces the feeling of love.

Eventhough there were no star to gaze at,but the moon was there to fill the night with the warmth of light.

I feel so secure when you are with me holding me tight in you arms

never wanting to let me go.''

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Lovely.

ler.

A veryy long post of my raya outing,

&& am shagged to post another entry.

However,school is reopening next week [meaning,get to see my beloved gfs!]

&& Olevels are drawing near!

To My dearest Bro whom plans to SPAM my blog sooon,

please do.

HAHAHAH,

if i were to see spammers ,

i just assume its you.

Dear TG

As plannnned, TG RAYA was a blast yesterday. It went smooothly as plannnnned!
&& there are tonnes of pichas to be uploaded. but am vvv lazy.
To sum it all up,i reallly enjoyed our TG RAYA.

It could be more merrier if everyone was there. *winks*

&& travelling from East to North to West, Mee Hoon gorengs && Fnn Drinks && Laughters

&& Cookies.

It seeems that everyone was high with everything. it was fcuken funn ahhh.

LOVE LOVE LOVE TG!

End of the day.

Accompanying Epul && Din waiting for the bus.