Saturday 27 August 2011

YAY!

Bought what i need for the computerrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Just left webcam, headphones & speakers!
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Thursday 18 August 2011

#happpy

ok, am going to occupy myself with happy quotes & thoughts. I dont want these selfish feelings of mine to ruin my wonderful life.

happpy mode. (:

#7

I need space for myself for awhile. I couldnt stand it anymore. :(

#6

I never thought that life could be soo hard at times. But this is it, its life. We gotta face it.

x

#5

I miss him soooo badly. Its really frustrating that sometimes others things are occupying me. really, what a life? sigh

Monday 15 August 2011

#1

ya Allah, hapuskanlah kesemua kesalahanku yang lalu kerana aku mahu menjalani ibadah puasa dalam keadaan yang suci.

Cry

crying doesn't make you weak, it'll only make your heart stronger after all the tears have been washed away.
So its okay to cry, cry it all out. (:

xx

Insyallah

if someone loves you, he/she won't bother about your past. that person will treasure the present with you instead, and look forward to create a future together.

Monday 8 August 2011

Friends come and go. And so be it.

Found this on the web & so i wanna share with all of you. Something thoughtful. (:


I never thought I would one day make that comment, but I came to realize that friends do come and go, and that's alright. People come into our lives in different times, for different reasons. Some stay a while until your paths separate, some cross your path for a short time to be there or because they needed you there for a life lesson. Some join you and walk a parallel path and even while the paths appear further apart, you still walk the same direction and maintain a distant friendship. Others merge onto your path full speed for a while and disturb your peace, those are toxic friends who only bring negative or distructive energy into your life, change gear and make them walk away so you can regain control of your path.

Many individuals will cross your path, some will stay, some will go. All had their purpose as you did in their lives. A true friend is one who knows you inside out and no matter how far geographically, or how long the silence between phone calls, when you resume communication, it's like you just talked yesterday. You know their parents phone number and they know yours. When you meet, even in front of life difficulties, you act as a soft place to fall for each other. You bring the best out from each other.

I learned not to hold on to friends, but to let friendship take its course. If a friendship ends, I am grateful for the time and move on. If I end a friendship to keep my life clear from negative influence, I am grateful for what ever that person taught me.

I used to sadden over lost friendships, but life has taught me to let go and know that each one had a reason to be and a purpose in my life.

Wednesday 3 August 2011

hehe

I love nazri j soooo much like a fat girl loves cake.

xx

how cow?

Baju raya & kain raya belum dihantar.
HOW HOW HOW?

period.

Uncle

To my dearest Uncle whom is now in ICU, resting after an op,
hopefully you will recover soon.
I am, very sad to hear that your sickness is the same as dad.
Phobia, but Allah is fair.

Insyallah, everythings gonna be fine. You'll have my blessings.
amin


x

night

The moment when I woke up from a dreadful nightmare,
all I could think was my mum.
Went up to her room & told her how frightened I was.
She told me to sleep beside her & told me its gonna be okay.
thats where I feel the comfort & i fall into a deep sleep.

i love you mama.
xx

Glad

The moment when my grandma smiled after she received a gift from me to her.
A small gift and insyallah blessings from her terkabul.

amin xx

Note to self

"When I call someone beautiful, I don't mean their superficial beauty. I mean their aura and spiritual essence is beautiful to me. I appreciate what's within a person far more than their outer beauty."