Major Disappointment.

Hello Earthians.

Due to my busy schedule, my blog is left astray.

Week after week. It has been very hectic for me.

I dont wist to complain or blab about project because honestly, i dont think we can make it.

& there it goes, marks been deducted.

A day left & doubt we are able to make it.

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Work was hell fun. Mates was fun.

& i swear, i cant wait for my next working day!! ((:

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However, i was utterly disappointed with myself.

BECAUSE, I LOST MY C905.

WHICH WAS A GIFT FROM MAMA.

ALL WAS FROM HER & DUE TO MY CARELESSNESS (AGAIN,HOW SAD?)

I LOST THE MOST DEAREST THING TO ME.

I dont wish to cry but tears just came out continously.

HOW EFFING MEANINGFUL that hp was to me?

Its like, my bf,of all.

TO think of it, am still, a major disappointment for mama.

& am uber sad about it.

Thanks love for consoling me, but what matters me most is, my gift from mom.

It wasnt a pleasant January month for me.

Perhaps, it was just an ordinary unlucky day kinda thing.

Ive never learn my lesson & that should have a stop to it.

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& i hope, in future, i wont repeat it the same mistakes again.

i have to work for myself.

Control the "me" in me.

I know i can, its the matter of time. (:

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Tomorrow is Sunday. I have yet to finish up my PROject.

Am not in the meter of"done" yet.

& i dont wish to spoil my Sunday by dwelling the "lost" i encountered just now.

It was just horrendous, devastating moment.

&& to make it more thrilling, a car nearly knocked a cat down.

LUCKILY, THAT CAT REACTED FAST, IF NOT, SHE WOULD HAVE DIED.

& I WAS THERE, CRYING (ABOUT MY HP) & AT THE SAME TIME,LOOKING AT THE CAT,

& TO MY SUPRISE, I SCREAMED.

HAHA.

& am just not prepared to see another death. Nahhh. (:

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& So, thats how my Sat was like.

Losing, fear & regret.

& ive been feeling this, quite few times.

How sad? That bad,it is.

PERIODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

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xoxo