Pussies Hoooray!

MARCH!

2012-02-08T11:28:00.001+08:00

MARCHHH!!!

HURRRY UPPP! ive got a suprise for the fam.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

LIKE?

2012-02-08T11:27:00.000+08:00

Like seriously, what am i thinking sia? Ayu, you gotta stop it.

-Note to self

meowww

2012-02-08T11:26:00.000+08:00

& I CANT WAIT FOR MY SHORT VACAY!

XOXO

You

2012-01-26T09:41:00.002+08:00

Thanks for being there when i need you te most.

Hearing me out, bitching, laughing,gosippping and all.

Am blessed to have a good gf like you.

Its ok if ya irritating and annoying at times, but you know,i'll always love love you.

HAPPY 22ND!

2012-01-26T09:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPPY 22ND NJ!

May Allah bless you in whatever you do.

May you achieve whatever you've wished or accomplished with endurance, perseverance and determination.

I have faith in you love.

& ya knw i'll always love you.

F U

2012-01-26T09:19:00.003+08:00

"It doesnt matter how you looked like, its personality that matter." - Asshole named Haidi

You know whut, seriously, fuck your mother. Reallly.

ARENT YOU LIKE THE NORMAL TYPICAL GUYS OUT THERE?

My gooodnesss, what happening to the world of gentleman?

Actions speaks louder than words.

Youre not even a man.

fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu deeep in tha hole.

period.

night of hell xx

2012-01-20T11:15:00.000+08:00

thanks, loving it muchies

22ND BASH! lOV ING IT XXXXXX

2012-01-17T09:18:00.003+08:00

tick tocks

2011-12-21T14:32:00.004+08:00

Am patiently waiting for my birthday. (:

checked!

2011-12-21T14:32:00.002+08:00

A date with my fav boy butooooo- CHECKED!
A date with my 2 bims bitchexxx- CHECKED

YAY!

sigh

2011-12-21T14:31:00.000+08:00

& am missing the other half sooooooooo badly.

This is sooo bad.

xx

a1

2011-12-19T11:31:00.003+08:00

Sun Ubin cycling trip was a hell lotsa fun! From Sunny till heavy downpour. Wild boars and bumpy rides! hahahah! From trespassing, got lost & end up having fun at the sea! hahaha!

Well done Team Rangers! Now, i cant wait for our next trip, trail riding!

Pulau Penyerang^^

Fri was spent with the Team meraypeks!

Laughters and craps and chills!

xxoxo

heeeee

2011-12-15T16:09:00.001+08:00

I feel kinda happy for next year!

MY BIRTHDAY! YIPPPEEEEEEEEEEEE X

YAY

2011-12-15T16:07:00.001+08:00

I cant believe it that am WA with NJ!

Now, i feel much closer to him.

xxxx

):

2011-12-12T23:52:00.001+08:00

the moment where i need my dad the most.

I really miss him, i really do.

but i know i couldnt see him, but i'll see him in my dreams.

Goodnight world.

1226-

2011-12-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

thanks for making my journey worthwhile.

May god bless you, in whatever you do.

It hurts soo much...

But i think God knows more whats best for me.

xoxo

-12

2011-12-12T23:44:00.001+08:00

i lose control of myself & i lose control of you.

-

2011-12-12T23:42:00.001+08:00

how strange when everything seems soo nice, ended in a split second..

...

2011-12-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

Ya allah, tabahkanla hatiku & semangatku ini..

tes tes

2011-12-04T13:54:00.000+08:00

Are you up for it? I AM BABY! LETS BRING IT ON NJ!

2011-12-03T10:48:00.001+08:00

22nd BIG DAY!

WUUUUU HOOOO

Insyallah it will. Bless all xx

2011-12-03T10:46:00.001+08:00

Be nice.

stage 10-10?

2011-11-30T15:51:00.003+08:00

Exams are coming.

Last min preparation, fuck it but i know i can do it.

Love, me.

stage 2

2011-11-30T15:51:00.002+08:00

There are sooo many things i want to share with him.

I cant wait to have those endless convos with you again.

Stage 1

2011-11-30T15:49:00.003+08:00

Meeting NJ after sooo long of not meeting him. Nervous, Butterflies in my stomach.

Oh god, I cant wait to have my arms around him.

-.-

2011-11-30T15:49:00.001+08:00

Few hours seems like forever. urghhhhhhhh

x1

2011-11-13T15:08:00.001+08:00

Am switching myself off from everything. I need a time break. x

facts about me

2011-11-13T15:06:00.000+08:00

I feel better talking to animals than humans x

x

2011-11-13T15:04:00.001+08:00

Where is the love?

+ -

2011-11-09T12:06:00.001+08:00

Happy 26th to us

110

2011-11-09T12:04:00.001+08:00

H

2011-11-03T13:28:00.002+08:00

Am back to reality. So, BIG HELLLOOOO to work!

I somehow miss the people eventhough theyre sucha pain in the ass.

Am soooooooo happpy & i hug someone today!

hmmmmm

2011-11-03T13:27:00.001+08:00

2 months more to my sweeeet 22nd.

I wonder what my friends have instore for me.

Not expecting but just wondering.

If not, just party with the boy & fam.

xoxo

2011-11-03T13:26:00.000+08:00

oh no!

2011-10-30T23:43:00.002+08:00

On Sat night, 29/10, is the night i wont forget.

I fell down & sprained my ankle sooo badly at the escalator. =[

Thank God my bitch was with me. Thanks sooo much.

& now, i cant go to the gym, i cant walk much, cant even wear heels, like omg.

Its my worst day & the day wont forget in my life.

My first and the last am gnna sprained my ankle.

NOT

2011-10-28T16:44:00.001+08:00

I am not gonna spoil my moood thinking about this.

I AM NOT

I AM NOT.

sheesh

2011-10-28T16:38:00.002+08:00

As much as i thought today is gonna be a good day for me,

it isn't at all.

Its okay. Its better to face it now then later. Maybe, its a challenge for me from Him.

It can be quite tough sometimes in such environment where people misjudged you?

How sad can this be, very.

As much as i don't want to dwell about this, i just can't.

What a work.

period.

xxx

2011-10-25T15:59:00.000+08:00

love her

2011-10-25T15:58:00.000+08:00

nj

2011-10-25T15:57:00.001+08:00

NJ, i love you.

g

2011-10-25T15:55:00.001+08:00

am feeling uber guilty right now. My feelings are all jumbled up.

Its not about love, its ol' bout myself. =/

period xx

hehe

2011-10-20T13:54:00.000+08:00

& I LOVE GMARKET-ING SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH.

Now i can happy poloroid-ing!

2011-10-20T13:51:00.000+08:00

YAY ! MY ITEM HAS ARRIVED WITH XX

purrpurrr

2011-10-15T12:11:00.001+08:00

Thanks to bitch, WFS & Fareiz Moideen for making my friday night AWESOME!

heh heh

2011-10-13T17:28:00.000+08:00

Swensen + real steel = LOVE

2011-10-13T17:18:00.001+08:00

i didnt realise that my phone camera quality not bad. hahs

right

2011-10-13T14:18:00.000+08:00

I'm a big girl dating a skinny/average guy. All my exes have been smaller than me. I'm that girl that didn't want to date a skinnier guy because of my insecurities and struggled to get over it... I told my first boyfriend at one point that I thought we should break up because we looked all wrong together. Still, I dated him 4 1/2 years. I love big guys but have yet to date one. Honestly, any girl worth having should be able to get over that, it's about who you are, not your size difference.

with love,

NOTE TO EVERYONE

2011-10-07T13:55:00.001+08:00

SELF MOTIVATING.

2011-10-07T13:52:00.000+08:00

TICK TOCK TICK TOCK

2011-10-07T13:50:00.001+08:00

& i really cant wait for the other half to end his soccer for this season.

its time for him to train me^^

YIPPPEEEEE.

2.1

2011-10-05T13:51:00.001+08:00

789

2011-10-04T10:25:00.002+08:00

hello pussy!

am back from a short hiatus! & now, am back on track!
am having a major cramp now after a month of not having my menses. period.

As for now, all i need is:
- caramel ice blended
- shop
- come catching ups with my grrrls

good day
xx

No matter how shit or shitty the prob is. But never take advantage of the word forgiving.

2011-09-28T12:59:00.001+08:00

x

2011-09-28T12:56:00.001+08:00

It’s important for you to love and accept yourself, essential. In fact, it may be one of the most important tasks in life. I’m just so, so sick of seeing poor, lonely, broken souls who think that because they don’t like themselves that no one else can. By “encouraging” others to love themselves with this, all it’s doing is destroying them more by making them feel even more lonely than they already are.

Sometimes what you need is someone to love you even when you don’t love yourself. It’s possible, it’s so possible. You need someone to show you that there is more to you than what you think, because we all have such jaded views of ourselves in today’s crooked society. We need somebody to show us that it is okay to love ourselves and that we’re capable of being loved and loving ourselves.

You don’t have to love yourself for other people to love you, it’s just important to love yourself no matter what. Think about all the people who commit suicide who leave behind them a wake of pain and despair. Most suicide victims hate themselves and their lives, but they’re still loved by those they leave behind, are they not?

So don’t believe it. Don’t believe that you need to love yourself to be loved. You don’t. You just need to be yourself and accept yourself, and outside love will come and go as it pleases. That’s all it really comes down to.

Love isn’t this situational, predictable, definable bullshit that everybody makes it out to be nowadays.
It is what it is, and you are what you are. Focus on loving yourself, and everything else will fall into place.

xx

fact#

2011-09-28T12:53:00.000+08:00

"I have never been a millionaire, but I have enjoyed a great meal, a crackling fire, a glorious sunset, a walk with a friend, a hug from a child, a cup of soup, a kiss behind the ear. There are plenty of life’s tiny delights for all of us.”

away

2011-09-28T12:41:00.000+08:00

Dearest blog,

am gnna miss you. Update you real soooon. xx

ugh.

2011-09-24T11:14:00.002+08:00

that moment when youre super excited to buy things for something but got to know it was cancelled?
Yeah, that hurts alot, like really.

with love xx

2011-09-24T11:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH! MWAHMWAH

2011-09-24T11:06:00.000+08:00

tomi tomi tomi

2011-09-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

TOMI IS COMING THIS SUNDAY! *jumps for joy*

B

2011-09-20T12:53:00.000+08:00

B-R-O-K-E

bless

2011-09-20T12:51:00.002+08:00

M Nazri J,

youre the best thing i've ever had.

May god bless you.

E

2011-09-20T12:51:00.001+08:00

With the effort you put in, there will be a change in your life. x

meoww

2011-09-20T12:50:00.001+08:00

School opening soon, yay!

bleargh

2011-09-20T12:47:00.002+08:00

What a lazy tuesday. It is raining, am sleepy.
Feels like shutting myself down today.
-

eyes

2011-09-17T12:07:00.001+08:00

for 2.5k. I wiould if am married to some rich guy. (:

2011-09-17T12:05:00.000+08:00

nude love

2011-09-15T08:53:00.000+08:00

YAY FOR HENNA!

2011-09-15T08:51:00.000+08:00

(;

2011-09-15T08:50:00.000+08:00

Someday everything will all make perfect sense. So far now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason ♥

philippines with love.

2011-09-13T15:17:00.001+08:00

Thanks Galo for the peanut bar! Hope it wont turn me into some nutcase!

2nd

2011-09-09T12:30:00.001+08:00

Happy 2nd Mr N!

Loving you is my job, having you in my heart, is my life.

Semoga kita berpanjangan, insyallah,amin.

ddbdndgkaojeq0983ru8239tejvndpf;?

2011-09-09T10:32:00.001+08:00

Was typing just realise that my skype was on some slovakian lgg! haha!

REAL WORLD LIFE

2011-09-06T13:44:00.001+08:00

Even the closest ones to you can turn back at you.

It can be your friends or families.

WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD.

2011-09-06T12:04:00.003+08:00

Salam Idulfitri kpd semua sahabat handai di merata dunia! Maaf, zahir dan batin.

Meow

2011-09-06T11:59:00.002+08:00

I have a thing with cats. But, i dont have the permissin to keep it now.

But i love cats soo much. =[

=[

2011-09-06T11:58:00.001+08:00

My stomach's growling veh bad. Am super hungary. Veh hungary.
I need chicken & sambal belacan.
God, help me......

YOU

2011-09-02T15:42:00.002+08:00

If you want something, you've got to believe in yourself .
Fade out everyone else n the picture & think about what is it that you want.

XX

n

2011-09-02T15:12:00.000+08:00

nervous nervous nervous...

miss

2011-09-01T14:03:00.002+08:00

I miss my dad terribly. I miss his voice. =[

#fact

2011-09-01T14:03:00.001+08:00

YAY!

2011-08-27T12:21:00.000+08:00

Bought what i need for the computerrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Just left webcam, headphones & speakers!

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

#happpy

2011-08-18T09:23:00.001+08:00

ok, am going to occupy myself with happy quotes & thoughts. I dont want these selfish feelings of mine to ruin my wonderful life.

happpy mode. (:

#7

2011-08-18T09:22:00.001+08:00

I need space for myself for awhile. I couldnt stand it anymore. :(

#6

2011-08-18T09:21:00.002+08:00

I never thought that life could be soo hard at times. But this is it, its life. We gotta face it.

x

#5

2011-08-18T09:19:00.001+08:00

I miss him soooo badly. Its really frustrating that sometimes others things are occupying me. really, what a life? sigh

#1

2011-08-15T13:08:00.000+08:00

ya Allah, hapuskanlah kesemua kesalahanku yang lalu kerana aku mahu menjalani ibadah puasa dalam keadaan yang suci.

Cry

2011-08-15T13:06:00.000+08:00

crying doesn't make you weak, it'll only make your heart stronger after all the tears have been washed away.
So its okay to cry, cry it all out. (:

xx

Insyallah

2011-08-15T13:05:00.000+08:00

if someone loves you, he/she won't bother about your past. that person will treasure the present with you instead, and look forward to create a future together.

Friends come and go. And so be it.

2011-08-08T15:58:00.001+08:00

Found this on the web & so i wanna share with all of you. Something thoughtful. (:

I never thought I would one day make that comment, but I came to realize that friends do come and go, and that's alright. People come into our lives in different times, for different reasons. Some stay a while until your paths separate, some cross your path for a short time to be there or because they needed you there for a life lesson. Some join you and walk a parallel path and even while the paths appear further apart, you still walk the same direction and maintain a distant friendship. Others merge onto your path full speed for a while and disturb your peace, those are toxic friends who only bring negative or distructive energy into your life, change gear and make them walk away so you can regain control of your path.

Many individuals will cross your path, some will stay, some will go. All had their purpose as you did in their lives. A true friend is one who knows you inside out and no matter how far geographically, or how long the silence between phone calls, when you resume communication, it's like you just talked yesterday. You know their parents phone number and they know yours. When you meet, even in front of life difficulties, you act as a soft place to fall for each other. You bring the best out from each other.

I learned not to hold on to friends, but to let friendship take its course. If a friendship ends, I am grateful for the time and move on. If I end a friendship to keep my life clear from negative influence, I am grateful for what ever that person taught me.

I used to sadden over lost friendships, but life has taught me to let go and know that each one had a reason to be and a purpose in my life.

hehe

2011-08-03T23:13:00.002+08:00

I love nazri j soooo much like a fat girl loves cake.

how cow?

2011-08-03T23:12:00.001+08:00

Baju raya & kain raya belum dihantar.

HOW HOW HOW?

period.

Uncle

2011-08-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

To my dearest Uncle whom is now in ICU, resting after an op,

hopefully you will recover soon.

I am, very sad to hear that your sickness is the same as dad.

Phobia, but Allah is fair.

Insyallah, everythings gonna be fine. You'll have my blessings.

amin

night

2011-08-03T23:06:00.002+08:00

The moment when I woke up from a dreadful nightmare,

all I could think was my mum.

Went up to her room & told her how frightened I was.

She told me to sleep beside her & told me its gonna be okay.

thats where I feel the comfort & i fall into a deep sleep.

i love you mama.

Glad

2011-08-03T23:03:00.002+08:00

The moment when my grandma smiled after she received a gift from me to her.

A small gift and insyallah blessings from her terkabul.

amin xx

Note to self

2011-08-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

"When I call someone beautiful, I don't mean their superficial beauty. I mean their aura and spiritual essence is beautiful to me. I appreciate what's within a person far more than their outer beauty."

happpy 52th dearest mum.. xx

2011-07-31T23:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPPY 21ST SUBZEROX!

2011-07-31T23:14:00.001+08:00

May allah bless you & hope our friendship last forever.

Inyallah , aminnn.

Sun, sand, sea & my girls. xx

2011-07-29T12:12:00.000+08:00

I MISSS MY GFS.

2011-07-27T12:10:00.000+08:00